Castle in the Sky

Dissociation leads to mental health to / not to psychosis. 

reflects on 

lost in his golden castle in the sky and never found his way back out. 

Scandinavian fairytale of the Soria Moria Castle returns from my memory– the golden castle in the sky. One you can only find your way to if you are lost or guided by silhouette of an angel

but in the light it turns out she is naked valkyrie 

 

A castle

There is a castle

A castle in the sky

On a floating island

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Circles in circles

Turn Into spiral

Circles in circles in circles

Keep the noise out

Spiral on spiral

Each brick made from mud

Spiral on spiral on spiral

Spin me up into the sky

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I made a whole town in the clouds

With a golden castle, on a floating island

Wait, what, wait, what

In my mind

My daemon, meet zin uru, embodiment of ancient sin

Was born here

In my mind

My daemon, meet zin uru,

ancient sin

 

 

I thought I let go

I thought I

I let go of you

 

Circles in circles in circles

Turn

Into spiral

 

I made this whole town

In my mind

This whole town

With a golden castle

Floating

Above the hologram sky of a sun and blue and white perfect clouds

A golden castle on a floating island

 

Spiral on spiral on spiral

Each brick made from mud

 

Up above the all seeing eye appears

With a twitch

Third eye has an itch, a glitch

Wait, what, wait, what

Up above the real sun a blue sky

Turned on with a switch

A hologram projected by drones

 

Spiral on spiral on spiral

Spin me up into the sky

 

Look the daemon in the eye

It’s all because of you

Third eye has a twitch

Hand in the sky a tremor , nervous shaking hand

Shaking with the stress and anxiety

It’s all because of me

That you come back to me

All because

I doubt every thing I do

Look the daemon in the eye

I see me

              I see us

                             I see you

 

Circles in circles in circles

Spirals on spirals on spirals

 

Splitting the soul into new ideas of you

On a throne the old man is an actor in a wig and a fake beard

 To be replaced by Baphomet – call them goddess

They take the throne a beast with breasts and a

Penis like entwined snakes

Wait what wait what

It’s the symbol of healing, caduceus, the snake is

The bringer of a naked lunch

Wait what wait what

The bringer of a truth , of wisdom, not hollow knowledge

Splitting the soul

I was never whole anyways

Into ideas of you  - ancient sin

 

A castle

There is a castle

A castle in the sky

On a floating island

 

I wont let go

Won’t let go

Of you

Wait what wait what  - in my mind – I won’t let go – this floating island  - my golden castle

A whole town in the clouds

I made

In my mind

 

Circles in circles

Turn Into spiral

Circles in circles in circles

Keep the noise out

Spiral on spiral

Each brick made from mud

Spiral on spiral on spiral

Spin me up into the sky